Black

Blue

Shy, Devoted, Lonely

Whats Unique about my self "I've always been alone and too scared to make a move because i do not know what the reactions will be, Although I'm not a virgin. I have not had the joy or the feeling of love or the time to spend with someone else to enjoy anything. Arguing, Being sad, Happy, Feeling like you could die for something else other than you're self. Just all the things people do and say about each other while i sit back and watch in my head i would love to be in them shoes. I'm not a player and i cannot get a girlfriend for crap." [Note] Been single almost 10 years now not cool!~ also at age 14 my brother was 19 and died due to a blow to the head from a 15ft drop. Some might say that had a lot to do with it. Also someone told me i should talk to someone about my problems because this could help me to move on. My Brother was my idol and everyday i can't even amount to anything close to what he did at age 19 alone. He left a baby boy named Eathen on this earth and hes the greatest thing alive in my mind. In my life there's not to much i enjoy doing alone i always wanted someone else's life from the start. I just hope there someone out there for me but i'm doing all i can to reach out there in my eyes i was learning by my brother witch was dressing me and taking me out skating when i was 12-14 i mean he was my idol. Not that i asking someone to fix me or what not im only saying i hope i can touch the world before my time is up i do what i can and i have morals to the heart. If you've made it this far i have 3 tattoos One of 3Skulls and 2 Demons pulling things out of it. The othe ris a Cross and a Bible the bible has my brothers full name and date fo birth along with died date.