hi,i split up with my ex,we were together for 30 years.at first its like you died inside,you become numb in mind and body.that was 4 years ago,life does get better,ive been with 1 woman since we split and that lasted 2 weeks,i wasnt ready then.ive started to like me again,and just enjoy life.i will find love again by not trying to change someone and love them for who they are,i wish you all the best.its good to talk …